Blaaah /;

I haven't posted in forever! Omg :') lol welllll, things are idk ): i love my boyfriend but there's little things that are really getting to me... Like i don't like his bestfriend or whatever she is now, i dislike her and he still talks to her. I know i shouldn't even say anything bc he stopped talking to her at school, but he still texts her, i know it. It just ugh! Idk if to get mad or sad bc i can't do shit about it. I haven't said anything but i act different. I can't play it off for shit. I'll stay quiet though, i don't wanna make it a huge deal. Ugh i hope i'll get over it soon /;

Mixed Feelings.

Ah, It's Amazing How Not Even a Week Has Passed And i'M Already Le Happy c:
i Finally Noticed How Stupid i Was For Letting You Bring Me Down. But For Once Out Of A Millions Time We Broke Up i Was Le Super Happy. i Didn't Have To Break Up With Him, i Didn't Have To Feel Le Bad. i Didn't Have To Regret Breaking Up With Him. But i Do Admit, i Will Miss Him, and He'll Always Have a Special Place in My Heart For'Sure.  He Was the First i Felt Different With, He Was . . . Amazing. i Could Be Myself With Him. He Spoiled Me SO MUCH. It Was So Adorable, He Would Walk Me To All My Classes, i Would Tell Him He Was Gonna Be Late But He Didn't Care, i Knew He Loved Me So Much. He Proved It To Me Sooo Many Times. i Don't Think He Noticed How Much i Loved And Still Do Love Him.<3 But Oh Well. Everything Happens For a Reason. Maybe i Was Just Not Suppose To Be With Him Anymore, Or Maybe He Jusst Didn't Want To Be With Me Anymore. Now He's Been Updating Statuses On Facebook. UGH. It Kinda Brings Me Down /:
But i Know He's Going To Move On Really Fast, i Heard That His Ex Gave Him a Note . . . Yeaa .  i Honesstly Wanna Say Sorry For All My Mood Swings, For The Way i Would Treat Him , i Know He Deserved Better. WAY BETTER Than ME . Ah Feelings Come Back To Me Once in a While. i Hate it. Agh, i Have a Plan Thou, if We Don't Start Talking again (Which We Probably Won't) iMaa Talk To Him the Last Day Of School, Jusst Apologize And That's It. Leave It Cool Between Us.
Well In The Other Hand, Today 'Le Him' Asked Me Out. i'M Happy (:
i Really Am, He's SWEET Like Oh Man !
i Jusst Don't See Him Being Mean To Me, iDk, i Have a Good Feeling About This Relationship c:
i'M not Gonna Lie , i Still Think it's a Little Too Soon Thou /:
But i Mean i Was The One That Got Dumped This Time , He Broke Up With Me, i'M Suppose To Move On Right?
iDk, But i Do Know, Feelings For Him Are Still Gonna Be There For a L o n g ; Time /: